Great ******g way 2 start off the day, just ******g great if it wasn't enough that on my BDay my cat died and I had 2 put him 2 sleep and then in the next months my 2 other cats passed away and today my other cat Precious just takes off when I opened the door!!!! (kevin helped me 2 look 4 him, but he took off real good, so we will wait and see if he comes back.)
And dad keeps deteorating even more and more, the Lou Gherigh's is getting worse.
I ******g hate this year this soooooooooooooooooo much, great ******g X-Mas gift, just great, just like my BDay gift, just great!
I am soooooooooooooooooooo pissed I want 2 scream, well I already did and I can't stop crying!
I just wonder why God always punishes the good and let's the bad get everything.
Ok, ****, I am really pissed, sorry but this is the only way I can let out my fustration, what next?? Oh I can't wait 2 see what my next gift is, ****er!!!!!
I hate life and the way it is.
I swear, one more problem and that is it, I'm done, whoever gives me one bit of attitude, they r going 2 pay and pay and yeah they will pay.
Oh yeah and the damn truck has the engine light on, it came on this morning, now what???!!
Just top it off with that cherry 4 the day.
Yeah, and Merry whatever 2 everyone I really hope u guys don't have one as bad as me.
Sorry to hear your doing so bad. Things will look up. They have to.
I'v had cats run away just to show back up 2 days later.
As for your dad I'm sorry. I watched my dad go also. I was there just about every day when he was living off a machine. I was glad when he came off it but he was only around a few weeks after. It has almost been a year now and I think it still hasen't really hit me.... Well it is now that I am talking about it.
And If I can't pick on you and give you attitude than what will I do. You know it's my job to give you a hard time
there is no god. at least now one who gives a shit about the everyday life of the citizens of earth.
I am sorry about your day, I am just as super pissed about other things right now. maybe for the sake of both of us, life will make a left turn and get back to the good.
Thank u all 4 what u said, Rick great pills, totally work and now I am addicted.
Well, all of course blew over, I went 2 Kinko's 2 get some colored copies made of 3 pics of Precious and u know call so and so if u spot him and the guy Steve was sooo nice he gave me all the 25 copies 4 free , so that was like $25 dollars. I was so thankfull. We put them in people's mailboxes, surrouding our house, we looked and looked everywhere 4 him. Nothing.
Then we stopped, it is sooo cold, that I could move my lips after looking 4 him, so we took the truck 2 CarX and they tested it, well it needs all the gaskets changed, they is a vapor leak somewhere, but it's ok, just too much air getting in. So we have 2 save up like $700 2 get it fixed, but Herman the guy there, he was sooo cool he didn't charge us 4 checking the truck. So wow, I have so much 2 learn and realize about the way things work and why things happen.
Dad, he was just sooo happy when, yes, Kevin found Precious this morning and he brought him in saying does the kitty look familiar? We were soooo happy, so he is home. (we just try 2 make dad happy as much as we can, 2 keep him going)
Again thak you and thank you 4 making me realize why things happen and yep, I have so much growing up 2 do.
So I got my best X-Mas gift ever, of course u can't wrap him, but we did get him a brand new collar with a bowtie on it and a heart pendant tag, with our new info on it, just incase.
Thanks everyone 4 listening.
fx3 wrote: And If I can't pick on you and give you attitude than what will I do. You know it's my job to give you a hard time Yes, but lately you've been slacking!!! Hahaha I bet Chelly gots u under crontol.