that 4 + 1 = 6. THat's the kind of day I'm having. Oh and locked my keys in the car...and I lost 20 hours from last pay period since I can't add. And pretty much every staple I have removed today has ended up imbedded in my finger. This is getting old. I should call it quits and go home. Nope. I get to go to another hospital and work my butt off. But this time I get to look forward to paper cuts.
And to top my wonderful day off, one of my best friends called to tell me that she's engaged. Yippee. I am happy for her but it just reminds me that once again I am alone and I get to go to yet another wedding without a date. Bad day, bad day.
well that was canceled when he thought he may be going to Michigan state. And I haven't heard from him in over a month. So my thought on that subject is that he is done with me. Which is fine. I figured out that he just kept me around for a convience for him. Just took me a really long time to figure it out. Did you know something else? Love sucks. Hey that would be a great coutry western song. Oh wait, already been done.
bama wrote: well that was canceled when he thought he may be going to Michigan state. And I haven't heard from him in over a month. So my thought on that subject is that he is done with me. Which is fine. I figured out that he just kept me around for a convience for him. Just took me a really long time to figure it out. Did you know something else? Love sucks. Hey that would be a great coutry western song. Oh wait, already been done.
holy crap, what is up with all of these depressed people lately?
Seriously, like not even on here. Everyone IRL seems more down than normal???
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actually I'm not depressed. I'm just going with the flow on it. It wasn't meant to be and that's fine. had a good time with him. Time to move on now. I'm more upset that I can't do basic adding...and I dont get to go on vacation. But if I look at the positive, its gonna save a hell of a lot of money since i'm not going. Whoo-hoo for me!
Things always get better Bama, If I were to reallysit down and count out all the shit that's happened to me...you'd have thought I'd have packed it in years ago...
Love, it can suck, but I'm very much in love and really for the first time truly, deeply and without question and it's great. We have our problems though...all over the place, but we work together.
Let it happen, don't look for it, and from experience...if the guy isn't within a reasonable driving distance forget it! I did the whole online romance thing, married the putz and ended up divorced after going through immigration and all that crap. Trust me, you're still so young, enjoy yourself. Play the field, hell, you have my blessing on that!
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